Who am I

For years I been asking myself this one question who am I well the truth is i'm that same girl that I was when I was a little kid, just with some new things in my life that makes it better or bad. But with the bad u can make it good u never change it u just make it good. That little girl is still in me. I will always be her. I'm the one with a mental illness the one that was in school in a class for people that didn't really know a lot n that was not really like normal learning level but no matter where I was that was normal for me because that is who I am. I don't care that I have scars or that I might go crazy some times or that I don't know lot like others might. what I do know is that I am who I am a girl with a mental illness, a victim, a special ed girl, n a cutter. Plus a girl that was in foster care. I been trying to find who I am for so long that I didn't know that she has been right here a long with me helping me with my life a long with the people that care n love me. This person I am is never going to change. I am happy the way I am n who I am. I am prefect in my own ways.

If u wonder who u r well look in the mirror because that is who u r no one can take that away or change that for u. U may say or think that u r different then what u r in the mirror or to others but ur not. U will always be who u r no matter how much u like it or don't like it. This took me a really long time to figure who I am but I realized that I was right here this is who I am. the one that is writing this blog the who loves to help others before myself the one who will drop what she is doing just to see if everything is ok. I always said I want to help myself first but I know that is not going to change because by helping someone before me makes me realize that I am helping myself a long with someone else at the same time it makes me feel really good. It show me that there is more to this world then negative. It helps brings out the positive in u n the other person.