Laura

Today I am writing about a staff name Laura that I meant in the independent program that I am in. Since I been in this program I have not really liked any other the staff like I do with Laura. She is my role model. I admire her a lot, she makes me happy every time I see her and talk to her on the phone. Laura is the only one that I can talk to about anything. I am so glad that I meant her. She made me and other in the program feel amazing to be round her and talk to her. Laura brighten my day. She would be the the only reason why I would wake up and go to program in the morning. If she wasn't there I wouldn't want to go, I just wanted to stay in the apartment and sleep. When she there and they don't do groups she would make it fun that we didn't have groups. like I didn't care if we did not have groups. If Laura wasn't then it gets boring real fast nothing to do beside sit there on our phones. Laura is the most amazing wonderful person that I meant in this stupid program. As I write this blog for her I'm smiling that's how much I care about her.   

My new place

Hello everyone I know I have not been on my blogs for a while. I was in the hospital and plus getting ready to move into my new place that I will be sharing bc its a program to learn how to be independent. The place is amazing and I can't wait to move in, hopefully it will be this week cross your figures. I took a tour of the place on Wednesday, the place look like a hotel. I was so excited, this is going to be a new chapter in my life. It's going to be a new me, not the old me, not the present me, not the future me, just the new me. A 100% different person. The new me and life is going to be all positive no negative. I will put pictures up when I move into my place. 

I can't believe that this is happening, I thought it would be a a little longer, but it happen fast which is good.   

Jenny and Papas

Good evening everyone today blog is going to be about my sister Jenny and her son Jeremiah (Papas). My sister is the most amazing sister I could ever ask for. she took care of me like I was her daughter. Jenny makes smile n laugh all the time. I couldn't asks for anything better. When we hang out it's like we not sister were friends that forever together no matter if we are near or far. Doing thing with my sister is much fun. I lov it, it's joy to my heart. Cooking with my sister is fun too bc I learn how to make new n different types of food. Having a sister in my life is the most blessing to my soul and heart. The other most blessing part is when she told me that she was having a kid, my nephew Jeremiah aka Papas. The first time I held him in my arms it brought tears and happiness to my heart and soul. My papas is one of the reason why I want to get better besides me wanting it to get better. I say that bc I don't want him to see me in  DOWN WORD SPIRAL and my scars n cuts. I don't want him to live the way I am right now. July 11 my papas will be 4 years old, he is growing up so fast. I look at my sister pics on facebook of papas from baby till now and it puts me in joyfully tears everyday. My sister Jenny and my papas Jeremiah is my heart and soul and nothing will change that or take that away from me.